There’s been a bit of a hiatus

So the observant among you will have noted that I’ve been missing in combat for the last couple of months–I’ve written about it in occasional newsletters and on my social media, but not here. I was in hospital for a month for emergency gallbladder surgery with complications; and I’ve been home for a month convalescing. The doctor thinks it’ll probably be another couple of months before I’m back up to speed.

It’s all been very frustrating and upsetting for the whole family and I’m finding convalescence very hard–I’m never good at pacing myself.

I’ve been doing a bit of writing when I feel up to it and trying to avoid social media as much as possible because I seem to have been left with this terrible inability to manage anxiety; and what is social media these days other than a swirling pool of bad news?

I felt up to writing a brief blog post this morning though, and I’m hoping to get back on the horse with regular posts over the next couple of months. I’m finishing the second Theatr Fach contemporary short story and I have plans for another Celtic Myth for Halloween if I can get my act together. It’s just a case of one foot in front of the other!

#RAtR: What were your characters like as teenagers?

This month’s topic for Read Around the Rainbow is another brainchild of  Addison Albright! As some of you already know, #RAtR is a blogging project I am doing with a few friends who also write LGBTQIA romance. You can find everyone by clicking here or on the image to the right, and I will link to everyone’s post on this month’s topic at the bottom of this page.

This month, we have chosen to pick a character and write about what they were like as teenagers. I’ve chosen to write about Kevin from As the Crows Fly.

Kevin is a veterinarian–I keep having to remember to write the word out in full as in the UK we usually shorten it to vet and I think in the US that’s more commonly used for a military veteran!–and he’s also an artist. He lives on the edge of the sea in Wales and he has befriended a murder of crows, one of which lives in the house with him.

That’s pretty eccentric, right?

When I was writing the story I didn’t work up a back-story for him, he more or less sprang fully formed from my pen/keyboard/fingers. I very rarely do a lot more than an an initial sketch for my characters anyway; any back-story usually develops as I go along. For longer length stories I usually have quite a good feel for where they’ve come from by the time I’ve finished writing. It’s not so usual for me to have that relationship with the characters in my shorter stories and it’s only now I’ve sat down and thought about it hard that I’ve worked out what Kevin might have been like in his last few years at school.

I think Kevin probably wasn’t out at school. But he wasn’t closeted either if that makes sense. He was one of the nerdy kids who concentrated on his results and getting into uni so he could follow the career path he was set on. He was very conscious that if he tanked his grades it would be much more complicated for him to get where he wanted to go.

He was also working really hard at the weekends and in the school holidays, helping at the local veterinarian so he built up relevant experience. And when he wasn’t working he spent time drawing. It was a kind of chill-out thing for him and it began when he started sketching the animals at work.

He had friends; but he didn’t have much time to hang out with them because he had so much else going on. He’s always been a bit of a loner. Not a lonely person, but just as happy with his own company and those of his animals as with people he likes.

Apologies that this is a really short post from me this month…I only got back from holiday on Monday and so far, today being Thursday, I have had two zoom meetings, one in person meeting and…erm…about eight sizeable phone-calls from various professionals about one or other of the children. I’m finding it very hard to get in back in to a post-holiday routine, let alone a blogging routine, but I’m hoping next week will be a bit less mad!

As always, to catch up with the character sketches of my Read Around the Rainbow  colleagues check out their blogs here:  K. L. Noone, Addison AlbrightNell Iris, Ofelia Grand, Holly Day, Fiona Glass, Ellie Thomas, Lillian Francis, Amy Spector.

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Interview: Meredith Spies

Today we welcome Meredith Spies to the blog to talk about their new release Between the Lines and answer intrusive questions!

Hi Meredith! Firstly…why are you doing this interview?

I have a new book out, Between the Lines. It is my first contemporary MM romance (I usually write PNR and urban fantasy).  Between the Lines is about two former high school sweethearts, Wendell and Davis, who split on not-great terms right after high school, but both return to their small hometown in Texas twelve years later. They are drawn in to solving a century old mystery, the whereabouts of two men with connections to Wendell and Davis’ families. There are two love stories: the historical one, and the modern one, woven throughout the book.

What started you writing?

I’ve always loved writing (which isn’t an original answer, I know!) but really got into the idea of doing it for other people to read in college with *drum roll * fanfic. I realized “wait, I can write what I want to see, and other people will like it too?” That led to me writing some short stories that were published in now-defunct ‘zines, and delving into writing urban fantasy/romance. I started writing queer-centered romances and queer-centered stories because I was tired of seeing people like me and my friends and chosen family being used as props for the cishetero heroes, or used as an “object lesson” or a sad story, or being coded as villain just because the characters were queer. Stumbling into the world of queer romance first as a reader then as a writer has been amazing and life-changing on many levels!

Where do you write?

Usually sitting on my bed! It’s not the best logistically, but I’m comfortable! I really should use my desk more though…

What do you like to read?

A little bit of everything. Queer romances and stories, mostly,especially mysteries, fantasy, and horror. I also enjoy histories (a recent favorite has been The Five about the victims of Jack the Ripper and their actual stories, not just the sensationalized ones we’re all familiar with).

What are the three books you’d take to a desert island? Why would you choose them?

Oh, that’s impossible to answer thoroughly! I feel bad leaving any of my favorites out and I know as soon as I answer, I’ll want to change it because I thought of more, or different ones! My arm twisted, and pretending this question means I’ll just be reading to pass the time while a boat comes to pick me up and I’m not going to need books about surviving on a desert island long-term or building a boat out of palm fronds and crab shells, at this very second I’d pick Widdershins by Jordan L. Hawk, I’ll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara, and Pretty Pretty Boys by Gregory Ashe.

Writing is an intrinsically solo occupation. Do you belong to any groups or associations, either online or in the ‘real’ world? How does that work for you?

I’m part of some online writers’ groups (mostly cozy Discord situations) but none in “real life,” especially while things are still fraught in my area due to the pandemic. I’ve tried, in the past ,going to in-person groups and write-ins and the like but I don’t do well with writing in those situations. Online’s a bit better and I do enjoy the supportive atmosphere, but I tend to stick to just going it solo.

What do you like to do when you’re not writing?

Reading a lot, watching movies and series on streaming, letting my kid teach me new computer games… I used to perform burlesque but disability finally caught up with me so now I appreciate it the shows as an audience member. Can’t wait till it’s safe to go out to them again!

Tell me a little bit about your most recent release. What gave you the idea for it? How long did it take to write? What did you enjoy about writing it? What did you hate?

 I love old letters and pictures. I have so many of them in this special chest that come from family members going back a century or two, things that were kept because they were important, and a lot that are things that got “accidentally” kept—grocery lists or a quick note to so and so about something, nothing monumental, just bits and pieces of lives on paper. Pictures that were posed, some blurry old ones, some that are strange to modern eyes (like the pictures of the dead, propped up with still-living relatives, which was a not uncommon practice in the mid to late 1800s in some places). Every once in a while, I come across a story online about someone who found pictures at a resale shop, or some old laters or even old cassette tapes and they want to know who  they came from, what was the story behind them, why are they just for sale to strangers now.  It bubbled around in my thoughts, this love of my old letters and pictures and these stories from the people who find the bits and bobs of other lives for sale in the world, and the idea for Between the Lines started to take shape. Old letters between two men, notes to one’s sister, a postcard without an address… And Wendell, intrepid reporter that he is,  came into being to start figuring out the mystery. And Davis popped along for the ride. Joseph and Martin, the men in the story who went missing a century ago, were waiting in the letters as I wrote them (an early version of the story included the letters between them and the other bits and pieces, and I might be putting those in a newsletter this summer…).

I think the thing I loved most about writing this story was not only getting to bring in pieces of history to a modern story but I was able to work through some of my own thoughts and feelings on being a queer person from a not-queer-friendly place. Between the Lines took about three months, start to finish, including editing passes. It was a story that flowed quickly when I started writing it, and I think a lot of that is down to how much I’d dwelled on the idea of it and imagined it before ever sitting down to write it all out.

Between the Lines

Between the Lines by Meredith Spies. Cover

Breaking News! 

Reporter Wendell McCandless Jr is returning home to Dumbarton, Texas to cover the annual Alameda Family Thanksgiving Picnic and Baseball Tournament. But rumor has it that’s not all he’s after. 

Letters belonging to the late Joseph Alameda were found at Wendell McCandless Senior’s junk shop, and they may hold clues to solving a century-old mystery—the disappearance of Joseph Alameda and Martin Bright!

Two men vanished without a trace. 

Both families involved believing the other was to blame. 

Gossip in town is that Wendell won’t be delving into the matter alone. Davis Alameda is determined to clear his family name by helping to unravel the mystery. Readers, you may remember that sparks flew between the two young men before they both left town a few years back. Can they put their resentments from the past aside and find the answers they seek? Or are we about to see a fireworks display that will put a Dumbarton July fourth celebration to shame? 

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Find Meredith

Meredith likes to write about sexy stuff, weird stuff, and sometimes weird stuff doing sexy stuff. Originally from Texas, they live elsewhere now with their family and two cats who think they are gods (in fact, they’re pretty sure of it). Meredith writes queer-centered romances in various subgenres including paranormal, speculative fiction/alternate universe, and contemporary. They firmly believe in happily ever afters and pineapple always belongs on pizza.

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Interview: Jax Stuart

Today Jax drops in to answer intrusive questions and tell us all about their new release!

Morning, Jax! First of all, why are you doing this interview?

A little of both? I’m taking part in the Class of 21/22 project so I’ve got a novella written and ready to go for June. I’m also nearly 30k into an omegaverse book which I hope to have out by the end of July.

What started you writing?

I started writing a book when I was 11 and when I went to high school (we start around 12 in Scotland) my English teacher would read chapters and give me tips. I dedicated my first book to him. Writing is just something that I’ve done on and off throughout my life but I finally felt in the place to make my publishing dreams a reality last year.

Where do you write? (Office, bed, garden, mountain, coffee shop, in a pool, at the dining table?)

I started out at the kitchen table and then bought a desk for a corner of the sitting room. I was studying at the same time and my laptop was struggling. For my 40th my husband bought me a desktop pc and put up a couple of shelves for it. Now I’ve got a little office space between 2 huge fish tanks!

What do you like to read?

I’ll read a bit of everything MM related these days. It’s funny that I’m writing omegaverse with mpreg now, since a couple of years ago, I wasn’t sure about mpreg – now I love it. For me it’s more about engaging characters and a good plot than genre.

What are the three books you’d take to a desert island? Why would you choose them?

Ah! Don’t make me choose! Can I have the Hitman’s Guide series by Alice Winters as one choice? If I can have a whole series as one I’d have that one, the Soulbound series by Hailey Turner and the Percy Jackson books.

I love so many books that it’s really difficult to narrow it down. Different books suit different moods too.

Writing is an intrinsically solo occupation. Do you belong to any groups or associations, either online or in the ‘real’ world? How does that work for you?

Mostly I write solo. I’m a member of a few Discord writing channels but we all often write at different times because of where we live. I’m also in a FB chat with a few great authors and that’s handy for advice and encouragement.

What do you like to do when you’re not writing?

I work part time and was studying but am taking a break from that. I’m not sure I’ll go back to my degree because it’s changed since I started and is focusing on areas that I’m not as interested in.

Hobbies wise – I read a lot and love colouring though I haven’t done much in a while.

My house is pretty full. I have 2 kids, 2 cats, a tortoise, and 3 tanks of fish!

My writing has slowed a little since I’m having health issues. Seems I likely have gallstones so I’m really restricted to what I can eat just now without ending up in pain. I think risotto is allowed – it better be since it’s my favourite food.

Tell me a little bit about your most recent release.

For All It’s Worth came out Feb 28th and is the 2nd book in the Second Chances series and is a best friends to lovers story with the redemption of a bad guy. Charlie, MC1 has really hurt his family, in particular his brother Will, MC2 of my first book, So Worth More.

To be honest the whole series came out of nowhere. I’d been writing a PNR but I saw that gorgeous cover for So Worth More and had to have it. I started book 1 in April last year and took what was going to be an office rivals romance and turned it into a second chance romance just based on the guy on the cover. Then suddenly I had 3 other books in the series to write!

I knew that I wanted to write Charlie’s story about finding love with his best friend, Max, but I had another character in mind first. Again, the cover inspired me to get Charlie his redemption. I started it in October and finished it in January. I loved writing For All It’s Worth when the characters were behaving, they were just so sweet and I have such a soft spot for Charlie. I wrote a little flash fiction in between when I got blocked in December. I had a lot going on with work, uni and writing, not to mention preparing for Christmas, so that affected productivity. Having the break helped though.

MC2, Max wasa bit of a nightmare for changing tense mid page!

So Worth More

An M/M second chance romance

Andy ends his friends with benefits relationship with his co-worker, Will, when he realizes that while it has plenty of benefits, it’s light on the friends. He’s sick of Will’s rules and poor treatment but agrees to be friends, minus the benefits because he’s still hung up on the guy.

Will gets the wake-up call he so desperately needed when Andy ends things and discovers that maybe Andy’s feelings aren’t one-sided but he’s got a lot of healing to do before he can be the man that Andy needs.

So Worth More has some allusions to domestic abuse, mentions of former partners cheating, and a whole heap of family drama. While Andy does deserve better, Will does get there in the end. Told in dual pov with HEA.

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For All It’s Worth

Charlie needs a second chance at life

Mugged, beaten, and left for dead. Charlie gets the wake-up call that he so desperately needed.

Rehab, a new path, and second chances. As Charlie works to reset his life.

Max has missed Charlie like a piece of himself was lost but hated the destructive path Charlie was on. He cut his best friend out of his life until Charlie changed his ways.

This new Charlie? This one, he wants to take a second chance on. To finally confess what’s in his heart.

Friends to lovers, second chances, and family healing. For All It’s Worth is the second book in the Second Chances series and features Will’s brother Charlie and his best friend Max whom you met in So Worth More. This book can be read as a standalone but may be best enjoyed as part of the series and is told in dual pov.

Content warning for discussions about alcohol dependency and a brief violent scene. The couple also kiss someone outside of their relationship while the other partner is present

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World Naked Gardening Day: The Hermit of Aldershill Manor by K. L. Noone

Hi there! Thank you so much to Ally for letting me drop in today to tell you about my contribution to our collaborative World Naked Gardening Day project – Ally and I, plus Holly Day, Nell Iris, and Amy Spector, have all written gay romance novellas based around World Naked Gardening Day, which happens on the first Saturday in May! This year it’s the 7th, which is when all our stories will be released!

My story for our project is called The Hermit of Aldershill Manor, a 17,000-word m/m romance between Lionel, a gardener on a historic estate, and Charlie, the newly arrived historian, here to help with the archives. There’s an unexpected summer storm, and shelter in an old hermitage, and an instant spark, among rain and flowers and green growing things.

I love history and historic gardens, and we’re lucky enough to live near some beautiful examples, like the Huntington Library & Botanical Gardens out here in Southern California, which has a Shakespeare Garden and a Rose Garden and Lily Ponds as well as—over in the library—an Ellesmere Chaucer manuscript and a Gutenberg Bible! There’s something soothing about the gardens: the colors, the scents, and the living history, full of deep roots and present-day delight.  So I wanted those emotions to flow throughout Hermit: the sense of connection, of growth, of finding a place that’s simultaneously new and colorful and also laced through with the past and the richness of stories. Charlie and Lionel both love the old manor and its grounds, and share their appreciation for the gardens and for the history—and, of course, for each other! (Nakedness, after all, was one of our themes…)

There’s also baking. And old books. And tea. (Not all at the same time.) And learning how to wake up next to another person, when you’ve been very used to being alone. And did I mention the nakedness? There’s certainly that, plus a few truly terrible puns about roots and seeds.

Here’s a bit more about Hermit! I hope you enjoy it, and I hope you enjoy all our Naked Gardening stories—I’m so excited to share this project with you all!

The Hermit of Aldershill Manor

The Hermit of Aldershill Manor by K. L. Noone

Charlie Ash is ready to start a new job and a new life at Aldershill Manor. As a historian, he’s thrilled to dive into the estate’s archives. Plus, he can move on from the end of his last relationship, when the man he’d thought he’d marry broke his heart. He’ll find solace in exploring the manor’s famous gardens…until he’s caught in the rain, and found by a gardener.

 Lionel Briar enjoys making people happy, as long as he doesn’t have to talk to them. He does not enjoy tourists, small talk, or social obligations. But he does like plants and history and his job, taking care of Aldershill’s gardens, helping beauty grow. He likes gently tending the world.

So when Lionel discovers the estate’s adorable new historian getting drenched by a summer thunderstorm in his gardens, he offers Charlie shelter…a rescue that could bloom into love.

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Excerpt

Just around the bend, and up the small rise; the old hermitage beckoned: an eighteenth-century fantasia of ornamental tower-curved stone and climbing roses and tumbling ivy, tucked into a garden corner by the stream. The honeysuckle and irises by the door, drenched in rain, perfumed the afternoon. Old stones welcomed wet feet, going up the shallow steps.

Lionel opened the door, tugged Charlie in—the young man was looking at the tower with wide-eyed delight, as if expecting dragons and princesses—and only then realized that he’d done more touching of another person, in the last five minutes, than he’d done in the last three years.

His hands catching a slim arm when Charlie’d slipped, earlier. His hands brushing ungloved fingers, handing over a jacket. His hands resting on Charlie’s shoulders, nudging thinness inside.

It’d felt right. It still felt right. He didn’t know why. 

Charlie hadn’t protested being nudged, either. Though he was now gingerly peeling off Lionel’s coat, wincing, apologizing. “I’ll just stand over here, I’m dripping everywhere…” His hair, darkened by rain, had flattened into treasure-box colors: old gold and shimmering amethyst. 

“You’re not a problem. You need to get warm.” Lionel yanked off his own boots, winced as the tangle of his hair got into his face, shoved it back. “I’ll find you some clothes.”

“I’ll be right here.” Charlie waved a hand at him. “Which is already better than being out there, thanks.”

Lionel did not know how to answer, and so escaped, heart beating faster than it should’ve done. He felt Charlie’s presence at his back as he went.

The hermitage had been converted to a residence sometime in the nineteen-thirties, and then updated in the seventies, and then again much more recently, with the influx of visitors and finances to the estate. It was an odd shape, only four rooms, the one main tower and the three smaller towers joined on at the back, all of them short and snug. But the walls were white-plastered and the wood floorboards were pleasant, and books lined most of the main room, and the central fireplace would heat the whole space, once he got that going.

Lionel had always liked the hermitage. They fit each other, awkward but hopeful, part of the garden grounds. 

He tried to hurry, crossing the main room, opening the third door. He tried not to drip on his sofa or his books or the braided rugs, not too much, at least.

The wardrobe and his bed took up ninety-five percent of the space in the bedroom tower, and that wasn’t an exaggeration: he barely had room to walk around. He liked his bed, though. The wood had been hand-carved by a local artisan, crafted from a fallen oak on the estate; it belonged here, and had a purpose. Right now it gazed at him in silent four-poster astonishment, as Lionel flung open the wardrobe and dove into denim and flannel and knit.

Too large, everything would be too large—sweatpants, perhaps—heavy socks—

His hair, wet, got into his eyes. He swore. Found a hair tie, and contained it.

He ran back out. Charlie had obediently remained in place by the coat-rack, dripping onto the mat, which was designed for that. His lips were more pale, and he was shaking, though he was trying to hide it.

He was still beautiful. Those cheekbones, that chin, the way his eyes were framed by the knowledge of laughter. Lionel swallowed roughly. Thrust clothing his way.

Charlie took the offering, but paused. “Should I…go and change in your bathroom? I mean, unless you want me to sort of do that right here, and not get anything else wet.”

Lionel’s cheeks got warmer. He felt it, wondered if it was visible, tried to recall how to speak to humans instead of rosemary and yarrow. “You. Either door. Bedroom. Or bath. You can.”

“Thank you again,” Charlie said, and went off to the second door, which led to the hermitage’s small but serviceable bath. He was careful, Lionel noticed, to leave muddy shoes back on the mat, and to drip as little as possible along the way. Precise, and considerate.

Precise, considerate, beautiful, and in Lionel’s house. Lionel exhaled, and wanted to collapse back against the aged stone tower wall and let it hold him up. He didn’t, because he was still gently damp. But he wanted to.

A person. A man, obviously an adult but also obviously younger than Lionel himself, probably by a good ten years. Someone he’d only just met. 

And now here. In his home. How’d that happened? What had possessed him to offer? For that matter, why had Charlie said yes?

He scrubbed a hand across his face. He also needed to shave. And evidently he’d had a leaf in his hair the whole time, which he only discovered upon dislodging it.

He took a deep breath, let it out. What mattered most was the next step. Charlie was here now, and Charlie needed to get warm. Which meant a fire, and tea. Perhaps biscuits. Or bread.

He could do those things. Concrete, clear-cut, things. Warmth and comfort. Yes.

He found the kettle. He tried not to shiver, because although he wasn’t too wet, he hadn’t managed to change clothes yet.

Which a mysterious young man was doing. In his house. Which he was not thinking about. Obviously.

He built up the fire, in the old-fashioned fireplace. He made it large and glowing.

He turned from poking a log, and found Charlie behind him, having just come in.

Their eyes met. Lionel forgot how to breathe, momentarily, because that was what happened when one discovered a petite American garden sylph standing in one’s living room, dressed in too-long sweatpants and a thick knit jumper. He managed, “Sorry.”

Charlie’s eyebrows went up, spring-blond drifts of surprise. “For what? I hung the wet stuff in your tub, by the way. If you’ve got a dryer—”

“In the kitchen. Don’t worry about it. Sit down.” He dove for tea, a shield. “Tea? Chamomile. From the gardens here.”

Thunder boomed, and rain burst against the windowpane, a sharp rattling clamor. Charlie laughed, and curled up in the chair closest to the fire, giving in. “I guess I’m not going anywhere.”

“No. Yes. I mean. Not in that.”

“Well, thanks for the sanctuary.” Charlie accepted tea, wrapping slim fingers around warmth. He took a sip and made a small pleased sound, and Lionel couldn’t take that and therefore gulped half his own to drown out any thoughts. It was very hot.

“So,” Charlie went on, grinning at him, pushing one too-large knitted sleeve up, “what’s your name? And what do you do? When you’re not rescuing academics in distress, that is.”

Lionel stopped to gaze at him. Academic? A scholar? Not an enchanted flower-sprite or dryad? With that bewitching gift for conversation, familiarity, putting the world at ease? 

He was holding the mug halfway up, in front of his face. Neither here nor there. He lowered it hastily. Felt his cheeks flush. “Lionel. Is my name. Lionel Briar. I’m a gardener.”

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The World Naked Gardening Day novellas

The Naked Gardening Day stories are a collaboration between Holly Day, Nell Iris, A. L. Lester, K. L. Noone and Amy Spector. They comprise five MM romance novellas featuring being naked in a garden somehow, somewhere, to mark World Naked Gardening Day on 7th May 2022.

All the World Naked Gardening Day stories

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